Lost and Found
By Charles Rush
June 27, 1999
Genesis 45:1-9; Luke 15:1-7
are called by God to be involved in the lives of others as
Christians. As messy and difficult as that is, it is better than the
alternative. I read this week about research commissioned by the
Weather Channel. Did you know that one in five viewers of the Weather
Channel watches for at least three hours at a sitting. The company
calls these people "weather-involved." My teenagers call them "people
who desperately need to get a life". Can you imagine three hours?
Or maybe you saw the piece in the New York Times magazine a couple
months ago of a new tape entitled "Video Baby". It is designed for
consumers who are devoted to family values but can't seen to find the
time to start a family. This 30-minute tape shows two infants doing
what babies tend to do, like crawl around the house, play with a
rattle, take a bubble bath and turn lunch into a complete mess.
There's nothing to come between the baby and the viewer but the off
button. Of course, some things are left out, like crying and spitting
up, and a full, ripe diaper. The package says, "Enjoy bath time
without being splashed, mealtime without wearing the food." You can't
make this stuff up. Life without the stink of living.
Our parable today has three main players-scribes and Pharisees, the
lost sheep and the shepherd. Who is it that you identify with? Those
in control and fitting in, those who are lost, or those who seek the
lost?
In a primordial way, it is easiest for most of us to identify with
the lost sheep. We have probably all had the experience of being lost
sometime, somewhere. In the movie,
On Golden Pond,
Henry Fonda plays a man who is getting on in years. He takes his
customary stroll into familiar woods but this time he suddenly becomes
disoriented and does not know where he is. He becomes terrified by the
experience.
That ever happen to you? I went fishing in the Long Island Sound
with a couple buddies in high school. It is near sunset and we start
to head home. Pull the rope on the motor, nothing. Pull it again,
nothing. Open the top, look around. Pull it again, nothing. No
tools, one oar. We look around for someone to yell at. No one is
close enough to hear us. Sun is going down. Pull again, nothing. As
the dark begins to settle in around you, this huge ocean all around, it
is really dangerous. It is also scary. I get this sinking feeling
that we are lulled into not being prepared in our suburban life because
everything around us just works. Then we find ourselves, rather
suddenly, unprepared, just one paddle in the twilight of dusk.
I think of a woman who had lost her husband of 45 years. Some
months after his death, I asked her how she was doing, and she said "I
lived so much of my life through him that, honestly, I don't know who I
am anymore. I find myself driving sometimes and I have no earthly idea
where I've been or where I'm going."
I think of a man that I heard of who found out that his wife had
been systematically lying to him for a decade, that she was not who he
thought she was, that his life had not been what he thought it was, and
he finds himself suddenly thrown into this strange trajectory of the
absurd, asking himself some fundamental questions about what is real,
what makes for happiness. "Who am I? What am I doing? It is a very
unsettling experience at mid-life to be shaken to your very core.
In terms of our parable, we are probably meant to identify
ourselves with the lost sheep. We are the sinners who have gone
astray, and God is the compassionate shepherd who seeks us out and
finds us. Every Christian should be able to identify with the lost
sheep, and every Christian has some sense of being restored to the
shepherd of our souls. The experience of feeling lost in a world of
sin and woe and then being discovered by a loving shepherd is central
to the Christian experience. The line in Amazing Grace says "I once
was lost but now am found".
Truth be told, we have more in common with the Pharisees and
Scribes than we would like to admit. They represent the people who
think that they need no help. In the New Testament, the Pharisees and
Scribes come off as the bad guys. Clearly Jesus' parable is a jab at
their complacency. They complained that Jesus hung around with
sinners, and by implication is you live with that sort of company you
must be one of them or be unduly influenced by them. That is what we
teach our children after all. How many times have you said something
to your teenagers like "Show me your friends, and I will tell you what
you are." Or, "Birds of a feather flock together."
We teach them to be accepting of all people, but we also teach them
that they need to go to this school, get this kind of career, take
these kinds of vacations, live in this town. Little surprise that we
raise junior elitists because, in the words of another aphorism, "the
apple doesn't fall far from the tree."
It is hard for us to admit the dark side of ourselves that finds
expression in the subtle ways that we distance ourselves from others
and put other people down. But who among us has not heard someone
share a very difficult story about how they were downsized or fired,
and in the midst of our concern, we think to ourselves, "Sorry about
old George but I'm glad that's not happening to me." It is almost
personally reassuring to know that, despite the dangerous career
terrain, we are carefully negotiating all the pit falls. We will
finish on top. We are not lost. We don't get lost. Other people have
major health crises. Other people's kids have problems. Other people
haven't planned. But we have.
Indeed, part of becoming a seeker of the lost is acknowledging that
there is a self-righteousness in ourselves. That is why we have prayers
of Confession, to remind ourselves that the spirit of
self-righteousness lives on in us and has to be dealt with daily. I
read a quote recently from a psychotherapist who said "to be
self-accepting of one's own wretchedness is one of the hardest tasks of
all, and one which is almost impossible to fulfill. How can I help
others if I am a fugitive?"
We will not be tender shepherds seeking others for the kingdom
until we can see ourselves as people in need. We have to have some
cleansing in our own hearts as well.
God wants us to become shepherding disciples. The Christ wants us
to be restored to fellowship with god and then to become shepherds
toward others. To simply be a lost sheep and then a found sheep is
much too passive a role for the church.
In point of fact, much of the time we are actually finding
ourselves with someone else who is also finding themselves. Together,
we are growing towards maturity and struggling to overcome our mutual
lostness. We are shepherds to each other, both feeling pretty much
like lost sheep.
We need to let go of the videotape of fake living that only
highlights the cheery side of existence and get involved in sharing
real life with others. Robert Fulguhm tells a story about a kid in his
neighborhood that was so good at playing hide and seek that the other
kids in his neighborhood could never find him. Sooner or later they
would give up, and the kid would come back mad because people didn't
keep looking for him. He'd say the game was called hide-and-seek not
hide-and-give-up. Then all the kids would yell about who made up the
rules, who cared about who, who needed him anyhow, etc. One day
Fulghum is writing his sermon, looks out his window, and sees this kid
hide under a big pile of leaves. Ten minutes goes by, no one finds
him, another ten minutes, finally half an hour, the kid is still
hiding. Fulghum opened his window, and just yelled "GET FOUND KID" Kid
jumped up and ran home. Maybe that is a word we all need to hear "KID,
GET FOUND".
Amen.
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