Easter Sunday – Going On
By Charles Rush
March 31, 2002
Mk. 16: 1-7
ere was a wonderful article in last week's paper about the world famous Cellist Mitslav Rostopovich, now 75, who for 16 years was the conductor of the National Symphony in Washington. He has been on a world-wide tour that included, among other stops, an emotional return to his native Moscow.
When
Slava, as his friends call him, was in the middle of his career, he was good
friends with the composer Prokofiev who was lured back to the Soviet Union by
the Communist authorities only to be isolated as an artist. Rostopovich worked
with him to put food on the table during some of his more difficult years.
Likewise in the early 70's, the writer Solzhenitsyn, also shunned by the
authorities, was living in a potting shed on the outskirts of Moscow.
Rostopovich reached out to him. He and his wife invited Solzhenitsyn to move
into their apartment in a move that was very daring and dangerous as he was now
shadowed by the K.G.B.. The plight of his friends weighed so heavily on him
that he decided to write a public letter for the need for artistic freedom in
the Soviet Union. His wife and he talked about it for days. She understood very
clearly that he would likely be arrested, serve time in the Gulag, and her fate
would be pretty much the same as his.
He
pleaded with her and even suggested that they divorce before he published the
letter in the hope that the Communists would spare her some of the retribution
he would receive. Still unsure, he wrote two letters and took them both to the
post box at the airport before he left on tour, stood there for quite some
time, mailed one. When it was published he was expelled from the Soviet Union,
proclaimed an enemy of the state, exiled for the rest of his life.
He
had resigned himself to never going home again. Ten years went by. Fifteen
years went by. One night in 1989, he stood, like the rest of the world, in
Paris watching television, crying at the sight of the Berlin wall coming down,
a sight he never thought he would live to see. A friend helped him fly to
Berlin in the morning and the next night, he set up his Cello in the midst of
the rubble of the Berlin Wall and he played Bach as sledge hammers pounded in
the background, making new music of out of old demons.[1]
That
story is a parable of the great hope that we gather to celebrate today. The
triumph of hope over despair and defeat, the triumph of God's goodness over
human weakness and the collective character of evil.
Whatever
else you may say about the Bible, it is very realistic about human character
and the Good Friday world we live in. The Wall Street Journal had an editorial
in Wednesday's paper on the situation in Israel and Palestine on the eve of the
Arab summit in Beruit. It was articulate, insightful, explaining the power
realities at work, the irreconcilable ideologies on both sides, and it
concluded that the time is not right for peace, not without a great deal
more bloodshed that wears both sides down. The article had a deadening air
of Good Friday resignation to it, even if so many people agree with the
conclusion. Nothing will change, just an endless cycle of violence and
arbitrary power.
I
suspect that the women that went to the tomb on that Sunday morning, 2000 years
ago, secretly harbored a life stifling resignation. The hoped-for Messiah
didn't overthrow the hated Romans. Pilate was still in power, Roman soldiers
were guarding the tomb. Nothing was going to change.
And goodness seems so
frail, like a candle in the wind. I remember as a child the day that
President Kennedy was shot. They sent us all home from school. Adults were
crying. It was very sad, not least because goodness was murdered. Later, we
would learn a great deal more about President Kennedy that made him as human as
anyone, but at the time, we didn't know it, and it seemed to our nation like
goodness died. And a few years later, when Dr. King was assassinated, the
whole country just stood still- really unable and unwilling to voice what
everyone was thinking, “Why is it that the Good die young? What is it about
us?” That is a Good Friday question. With Jesus, we had goodness in our
midst and we killed it. What is it about us that we do that? It was very
difficult to live through. So much hope for goodness, dashed. The women that
came to the tomb that day were part of a crowd that had those same hopes for
goodness only to see them die on a cross.
It
is hard to live through that. We had a family friend whose brother had a rare
form of cancer at a relatively young age. The sickness progressed rapidly, and
the prognosis was soon dire or dead. A cancer specialist approached the family
and suggested an experimental treatment that had been tried with some limited
success but not enough studies for definitive. He told them of one young woman
that had gotten better with this experimental treatment, a story they latched
onto. The treatment was tried but it didn't work and the young man died. The
brother of the young man that died was furious afterwards at the doctor that
suggested the experimental treatment that didn't work, in an understandable,
irrational way. He had gotten his hopes up that his brother would pull through
this. And he was mad, mad at death, at God, at the fact that no one could stop
this because… the reality was that he loved his brother deeply and he had been
thinking about a lot of times, when he was in the hospital towards the end. He
thought back over all the times the two of them snuck out of the house at night
to go visit Susie Linderbrook… and the time they went joy riding in their Mother's
car when they were 13 and 12… and sitting up til dawn the night before he got
married… and… he just wanted to hold onto him because that is what brothers do…
and he couldn't. He just couldn't. It is just horrible.
I
was looking at that picture the other day of the sight at the World Trade
Towers showing the placement of all the bodies recovered at the sight, just
dots on a page. I was trying to give those dots some humanity… and there were
just so many dots, so much sadness, that you can't do it really. I was reminded
of a line from the Communist era in the 40's. “The death of one person is a
tragedy. The death of a million people is a statistic.” So much sadness that
even the wonderful obituaries in the Times… someone remarked that it is hard to
read more than a couple a day.
When
you read the touching comments of the family members that spoke to the press at
the six-month anniversary. So many of them said something like, “I'm just
trying to get out of bed every morning and get myself going… that is a victory
in itself.” Or, “during the day, it is okay, but sometimes at night I
come home and just cry.” So many of us have been carrying around such
sadness. More than a few of us have been living what those women were living
that Sunday morning… just going through the motions, trying to take care of
what needs taking care of, just going through the routine, fulfilling the
rituals, not really feeling, but just moving. Their precious son, the hoped for
Messiah gone… And it is not surprising that we have women attending to these
details in their grief. As one woman said to me, “We brought them into this
world, we will see them out.”
And
these women are going through the motions, they are preparing to see Jesus out…
when… when… something happened to those women that day. We don't really know
what it was. The gospel of Mark says that they saw an angel and then it goes on
to describe this in some very canned language of the day used about Angels. It
is the way you describe something undescribable. You can't paint a picture, so
you can only use poetic images and tell people what it means.
In
the midst of despair, they had an experience of the presence of God.
What would that be like? In the face of death, they were overwhelmed by
the living power of God. Surrounded by tragic absurdity, they
laid out with the assurance of a transcendent meaning. Whatever it was
that happened, it was a reality they had not prepared for and could not have
anticipated. And it turned their world completely around.
They
realized that death can not stop God. The early Christians pretty
quickly started to say, “They meant it for evil, but God used it for Good.”
People can conspire to kill God's goodness, they can put it on trial, they can
find people to execute it, but God's goodness will not be stopped.
They
came to realize, that we are all being pulled inexorably- whether we want to be
used or not- into a conspiracy of love that God is weaving for the world.
They came to realize that the ultimate meaning of our world- in the midst of
celebration and quite in spite of tragic evil- the ultimate meaning is good
because God will not be stopped.
They
came to see that we are all like sparks of a fire that flicker for only
a short time, reflecting the glow of the Spirit in us, some more than others,
to be sure. But even given our compromised human nature, even given the
outright evil that we manifest from time to time, God is pulling us all into
God's goodness. And if you zoom out on the world, the pull of God's grace was
like falling into the Mississippi river when I was a kid in the spring. You can
swim hard up stream if you want- you can swim sideways-, but you are headed
rapidly in one direction- towards New Orleans.
They
came to realize that God intends, on our great spiritual odyssey through the
universe, to clarify our souls, both on this side and beyond. Like a
bumper sticker I saw on the car of a guy, probably 80 years old, that said, “Please
bear with me. I'm a work in progress.” After seeing his poor driving, the
person I was with said, “And there is a lot of work left to do.”
Early Christians came to
realize that each and every one of us has eternal significance in God
and that opened up a new dimension for them.
It gave
them tremendous courage. When they interiorized the idea that death was not the
end and that God would meet them on the other side, they were no longer afraid
of dying in the same way their Roman neighbors were. Some of them, though
persecuted and threatened with torture and death, were able to hold fast to
their convictions and speak truth in the midst of persecution, because they
knew that goodness and God will ultimately triumph. It gave them a radical
freedom to become moral, knowing that their actions counted because they
mattered to God.
When
loved ones died around them, they were sad, to be sure but they had a different
quality of consolation than their Roman neighbors because they believed that
they would one day be reunited.
All around the early
Christians, Greeks and Romans had pagan religious festivals in the spring that
celebrated the great cycle of rebirth, the crops that died in the fall, lay
dormant all winter, and are reborn in the spring. The ancient people celebrated
the mystery that life starts over, the wonder the flowers mysteriously bloom on
their own, that the livestock get pregnant, that crops come back. But that was
about it for our personal significance. They had a view that somehow we are
merged back into the great cycle of death and rebirth. Christians had a
different hope, that each and every one of us is eternally significant to
God and that God is maturing us both on this side and beyond.
So
frequently, they had a prayer service on Easter in a graveyard in prospect that
even death would be one day redeemed and that all of us have a future together
in God. In their mind, the world was not just an endless cycle, it also had a
telos, a goal that it was moving toward. And God was not simply the
force that started the world moving, not just the force that keeps the world
evolving, God was the future that is pulling us towards completion. That
is our hope in God. The Angel says to the women, “Go tell the disciples and
Peter that Jesus is going ahead of you and he will meet them in Galilee.” Out
there, on up ahead.
Christians
still endure tragedy and have to slog through seasons of grief and sorrow. Real
hope is not pollyana. But, we came to understand, as St. Paul said in Romans,
that all things can work together for the good, ultimately speaking…
even death, even tragedy. All things can become the occasion for growth.
It is one of the great insights of the life of faith- because it is a given
that we will suffer loss, endure grief- the secret is that even that can become
the occasion for good.
We
believe, in the words of St. Paul, that “nothing can separate us from the
love of God in Christ… neither death, nor tragedy in life, nor angels, nor
collective/systematic evil, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers,
nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate
us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord” (Rm. 8:37-39). As St.
Paul said, “If God is for us, who can stand against us?”
That is
because the heart of the Universe is evolving, in higher forms of spiritual
consciousness, towards love. The love of God is pulling us all. It is the
telos, the goal towards which we are headed. That is our hope… in God's love
for the world, our future.
In
the play, “Waiting for Godot”, Samuel Beckett has two characters
that sit on a park bench waiting for God to show up, discussing various ways
that you would know that God was present, what difference it would make, how
will God handle the fact of the great suffering that exists in the world that
He has made for us, and other questions you can imagine intellectuals
discussing in the cafes of Paris in and around World War 2. As the play winds
down, they decide that God is not going to show up and defend Himself, like He
did with Job. Beckett ends the play on an existentialist note, but I would
suggest, that perhaps unwittingly, he also ends it on a note of profound
biblical faith.
The two
characters realize that God is not going to become manifest, much like we
realize that there is not going to be any unambiguous resolution to the world
in which we live. There is not going to be any bolt from without. They are
left, like our women are left, with an empty tomb, a host of questions, a good
deal of confusion, and quite a lot to ponder over. The two of them are sitting
on the park bench. One of them turns to the other and says, ‘What shall we do?
Where shall we go now?' And the other one says, “On”. And so shall we. “Go tell his disciples
and Peter that he is going before you to Galilee.”
[1] From the
article by Warren Hoge, “Survivor and Humanist, Celebrating con Brio”, The
New York Times, Saturday, March 23, 2002, p. A4.
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