YHWH: God's Name is a Breath of Life
By Rabbi Stuart W. Gershon
October 19, 2008
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received my first lesson in Jewish theology from my grandmother. When I was a child growing up in Maplewood, I distinctly remember asking my nanny, “What does God look like?” Nanny promised to go to S. Klein's department store in downtown Newark and buy me a picture of God. I guess a month went by and there was no picture from S. Klein's department store. I asked my grandmother when she was going to bring me that picture. She finally admitted she could not buy me a picture of God because there was no such thing.
I received my second lesson
in Jewish theology studying the Torah and Prayerbook during my high school
years. I learned what I thought was the Jewish view of God. God is a
supernatural being with human personality and human qualities. God loves and
cares, God teaches and commands. From our high holy days liturgy, I learned
that God is avinu malkeinu, God
is both a Father and a King.
I received my third lesson
in Jewish theology majoring in Judaic Studies at Penn and at Hebrew Union College
- Jewish Institute of Religion, the rabbinic seminary of our Reform Movement. I
learned there is no such thing as the Jewish view of God. In fact,
there are many Jewish concepts of God ranging from the biblical, rabbinic, medieval
and mystical, to the modern and post-modern.
While at seminary, I encountered
Moses Maimonides. No, Maimonides was not one of my professors. Maimonides was
perhaps the most brilliant Jewish theologian of the middle ages. By day he
served as court physician to the sultan in Egypt. At night he wrote tremendous
tomes on Jewish law and theology. I guess you could say Maimonides was a
typical Jewish overachiever. Incidentally, Maimonides wrote his legal works in Hebrew.
He wrote his philosophical and theological treatises in Arabic.
Maimonides taught the
intelligentsia of his day that the principle of God's oneness demands God must
be utterly unique and truly incomparable. Maimonides argued that God must not
be thought of as human-like or compared to a human being in any way. God cannot
possibly possess personality or resemble anything we know from human
experience, especially nothing so finite and so material as a human being. Maimonides
taught that it was just too limiting of God, perhaps even insulting to God, to
think of God as a human-like person in any way.
Thus, as early as the 12th
century, Maimonides taught that all the anthropomorphic pictures of God in the Torah
and Prayerbook – God as father, king, warrior, judge, shepherd -- are metaphors
for God, not definitions of God. While these images point us in God's
direction, they are not to be taken literally. Just as a picture of God is
impossible, so all our images of God are inadequate to capture the full truth
of God's complexity.
Now many of us, by the time
we earned our college degrees, perhaps even before, had given up believing in
an all-powerful God who does miracles and regularly intervenes in human
affairs. And we assumed our rejection of an “almighty God sitting on his
heavenly throne” was new, modern, and maybe unJewish. Well, sorry to disappoint
you, but you've been in good Jewish company for centuries. Now you know that
there is more than one authentically Jewish belief about God, including beliefs
that are very different from those of the Bible and the Prayerbook.
Having rejected most of the
traditional Jewish claims about God, many of us concluded that we were atheists
or agnostics. But now you know that you never really let go of God. What you
let go of were the ancient metaphors, images, and pictures of God that no
longer seem honest, truthful, or adequate for our time.
But God is still there. And
since all we can ever know about God is through metaphor, the really intriguing
question is which metaphors, which images, which names of God make sense in the
21st century? What metaphor for God could I believe in?
Today I want to explore with
you God's Hebrew name and what new and different metaphors that name teaches us
about God.
What is God's name? God's
name is not “adonai.” “Adonai” means “my lord” and is the
primary euphemism for God's name that Jews use in the context of prayer.
Outside of prayer, traditional Jews always refer to God as hashem, literally
“the name.”
So what's God's name? As
revealed to us in the Torah, God's name is the tetragrammaton, the four Hebrew
consonants, yod heh vav heh or YHVH. We read in Exodus chapter six,
verses 2-3, “God spoke to Moses and said to him, I am YHVH. I appeared to Abraham,
Isaac, and Jacob as el shaddai, but I
did not make myself known to them by my name YHVH.”
The name Yod Heh Vav Heh is a verbal form of the Hebrew
root “to be” (hayah). God's name can
be translated in many ways including “the one who causes to be”, “the one who
brings into existence,” “ground of all being,” “source of all life.”
Needless to say, God's Hebrew
name suggests a very different image of God from the one we have been taught in
the Bible and Prayerbook. God's Hebrew
name suggests God is not a person but a process. God is not a noun but a verb. God
is not a being but all being itself, the whole kazoo.
God is the name we give to
the process that animates all life. God is the energy that powers the universe
and its ongoing evolution. Does God's hidden name mean to suggest that God is
not the creator of the big bang, but that God is the big bang? Does God's
mysterious name mean to suggest that God is not the creator of evolution, but
that God is evolution?
Now how do we pronounce God's
name, Yod Heh Vav Heh? What does God's
name sound like? Well, no one knows for sure, because God's name was pronounced
in ancient Israel only by the high priest and even by him only once a year on Yom
Kippur. After the destruction of the second temple and the demise of the office
of the high priesthood, God's name was no longer pronounced.
What we do know is that a
short form of God's name is Yah,
just as in the familiar Hebrew word halleluyah
which means “praise Yah.” And biblical scholars are pretty sure they know how God's
name was and is to be pronounced. While I have no problem with speaking God's
name in a scholarly setting, it would not be proper for me to pronounce God's
name in a worship setting. I am no high priest.
But I won't leave you in
suspense either. What we also know, teaches Rabbi Arthur Waskow, is that all
four letters of God's Hebrew name are soft consonants. If you try to pronounce
them without any vowels, the sound that emerges is just like that of taking a
breath. Yahhhhh.
God's name is
a breath of life. We exist, we live, we are, solely because we breath. How
amazing, how wondrous then, that every single time you and I breath, we are
pronouncing the name of God.
How amazing, how wondrous
then, that God's name, rather than dividing one human being from another,
brings us all together. For every human being breathes. God's name is not owned
by any one particular religious tradition. The name of God is universal and
known to everyone.
How amazing, how wondrous,
that God's true name, rather than dividing us from nature, brings nature and us
together. For it is not only we who breathe. Animals breath. Trees and plants
breath. The earth breathes. God's name teaches us that all life forms on this
planet are interrelated and interdependent.
By asking my grandmother for
a picture of God when I was a little boy, what I really wanted was to see God.
This is what all of us want. Seeing is believing. And we want a visible
manifestation of God to know with certainty that God is really there.
God's Hebrew name teaches us
a better way to know that God is present in our lives. Focus on your breath. As
every runner, meditator, yoga practitioner, and Jewish Buddhist knows,
breathing is what takes us simultaneously to a higher and deeper place.
With every breath, we feel “the
continuous flow of the universe, the never-ending flow of creation, of life, of
being” (Rabbi Wayne Dosick). With every inhale and exhale, we feel that God
flows in us and through us. By breathing, we discover that God is not far way,
up in the heavens, but close by, closer than we ever realized before.
In retrospect, my
grandmother actually did me a great favor by offering and failing to buy me a
picture of God. She helped me understand that I was looking for God in the
wrong place.
If I could talk to my
grandmother now I would say, “Nanny, it's been fifty or so years since we last
had this conversation. Now I know how to bring God into my life. Guess what, Nanny?
All you have to do is breathe.”
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Rabbi Stuart Gershon.
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