Honor Thy Father and Mother
By Charles Rush
February 8, 1998
Exodus 20: 12
memory serves me correctly, one of the few times as a youth that I
had my mouth washed out with soap was in violation of this
commandment. There is a variant reading of this commandment that reads
‘if thou curseth thine mother or thine father' and then some
exacting punishment follows. We were convinced as children that
President Johnson, Governor Faubus, the Principal of our school, Mr.
McKinley, Rev Settleth at the church, and our parents were all part of
a well orchestrated conspiracy to manipulate us into living as though
honor respect really meant the uncritical obeisance of the sycophant.
In retrospect, there was some basis for our concern. On the other
hand, I did have a mouth. I remember hearing ‘honor thy father
and thy mother' as soapsuds were gurgling from my throat.
Even today, I enjoy having my confirmation class look up some passages
of scripture in the bible to get them familiar with the books of the
bible. I still have them look that one up and read it out loud. "Thou
shalt not curse thy father or thy mother." Then I ask ‘who here
has ever cursed their parents?' Eyes are quickly cast to the floor
en masse.
How refreshing to read years later that this is not the meaning of this
text. Indeed, it is not directed to children at all but to adults, in
those days male adults of the community. Interestingly, the whole
meaning of the text has come alive for us in this generation in a way
that it rarely has in human history because the length and quality of
our lives is increasing so dramatically.
This commandment follows the fourth, which says ‘You shall observe
the Sabbath and not despise it'. The two are related. The
Sabbath commandment recognizes that people need rest. They cannot be
worked 7 days a week, not even the slaves or the beasts of burden.
Everything needs a rest and so do we.
The fifth commandment to honor our parents recognizes that as they age
they retain their dignity and importance in the community, even as they
are relieved from their obligations to work. "Just as human beings and
beasts need rest from their labors, and just as grinding toil does not
constitute the only reason for human life and activity, so also human
beings do not cease to have worth and significance when the time for
their productive working years has run its course. Parents are to be
respected and cared for in their time of feebleness, diminished
activity, or senility. When they enter upon their Sabbath rest they
are to be shown respect and honor such as they were shown in their time
of active membership in the community" (Walter Harrelson,
The Ten Commandments
).
This week's paper gave witness to that this will become an
increasing challenge as we live longer and healthier lives. In an
article in Monday's Times they showed a map of the number of rural
counties in the Midwest where the percentage of people over 65 was
above 20% of the population. They were numerous. An interview with
one woman was typical. Her children had all moved to a city somewhere
else in Nebraska and she was 82 years old. She was still able to get
around fairly well. She said ‘my son-in-law wants me to move into
a planned living community near my daughter and him but why would I
want to do that. I don't know any one there and all of my friends
are here.' The article went on to talk about the number of changes
that have been underway in the last decade as a result of this
demographic change. The churches in these small towns sponsor more
lunches so elders can get together for a social time. And the retired
crowd in small towns volunteers more, involving themselves in the
political life of the community and running ancillary programs for the
local schools. Increasingly, the elders are taking better care of each
other. As families move away, the extended church family becomes more
important. People check on each other and do errands for each other
when they are ill. It was a snapshot of Christmas future, as the
baby-boomer generation will manifest this challenge much more than the
present.
I dare say most of us are either presently struggling with this issue
right now in some fashion or we will be shortly. Most of us have one
of our parents (or grandparents) that are really slowing down but still
active, losing some of their physical rational faculties but still able
to communicate and have a meaningful life. The question comes to us,
should we ask Mom to move in with us or not? Should we put Dad in a
nursing home or not? How do we honor our Mother and our Father in
these situations? It is an important spiritual question to think about
before we actually get to the situation.
I remember having this discussion with my grandmother just after she
moved in with my parents and left her home in Memphis Tennessee for a
strange new life in the suburbs of Washington. I said to her
‘Grandmudge' we still call her grandmudge because 40 years
ago the first time I tried to call her by name what came out of my 18
month old mouth was Grandmudge and it is still just fine with her. I
said ‘Grandmudge, it must be hard to leave behind your whole life
and move into a strange land.'
She said to me ‘Honey, it wasn't all that hard. Just about
everybody I knew that meant something really deep to me is already
dead.' She out lived her husband, outlived her 7 brothers and
sisters, all of her bridge partners. I said something like ‘wow,
that sounds really lonely.'
She said ‘Could be but I won't let it be'. Grandmudge
joined the Methodist church, began to volunteer down at the hospital
where she takes care of some of the old folks. I get a kick out of the
fact that this 91-year-old woman drives herself down to the hospital
and helps out with the old people that are 80.
One of the ways that we honor our parents is that we encourage them to
keep vital involvement as long as they can. Of course, what vital
involvement means varies from person to person. And it is important to
remember that what people are like in old age is not likely to be
substantially different from what people are like when they are
younger. My grandmudge was just always a matter of fact type of person
who tackled a problem. She lived through the depression and lost the
farm, she watched her husband go off to the South Pacific in the Great
War. Both times she moved, changed careers, met people and did what
needed to be done to get a life. That is just who she is. Other
people might well retreat into themselves and not venture out as much
because that is who they are or perhaps that is the way that they
handle their grief. We need to honor that who they are and give them a
vital involvement and that is difficult sometimes. But we need to
watch that we don't project onto our parents our feelings of what
constitutes vital involvement. Most of us here are pretty active
folks. A bunch of us know a whole lot of people and spend quite a lot
of time socializing. We need to travel a good deal, get out and enjoy
culture. And we need to watch that we don't project what makes us
feel fulfilled onto our parents. Ideally, we honor them when we allow
them to be vitally involved on
their terms, according to what
they find important
and meaningful, doing the things that they find fulfilling. From our
vantagepoint, it might be a little bit slow but that does not mean that
it is not meaningful to them.
On the one hand, our elders are living life just as they always have,
one day at a time. On the other hand, they are going through maybe the
most spiritually rich and challenging time of life. They can see the
end of their lives feel it and they are coming to grips with that on an
emotional level that the rest of us simply don't feel in the same
way. And they are regularly reminded of it as well. I know of one
elderly gentleman who remarked to me recently that he seems to see
people that meant the most to him over the years these days mostly at
funerals. I know another elderly gentleman who it seemed I was
visiting in the hospital way too often. It was one thing after
another. One time I was talking to him on a visit and he said to me
‘my boy, it's like patching up an old used car. You get the
transmission working and a leak springs in the radiator.' Reminded
regularly that death is near!
Just like with us, when you are sick a lot of the time, you can't
help but get grumpy. But old people are grumpy in a different way than
we are because they can't help but be reminded consciously or
unconsciously that death draws near. Spiritually, there are signs all
around them that things are falling apart that are preparing them for
the ultimate dissolution, which we cannot control, and it scares the
hell out of us, as it should. It is a ripe spiritual time of life.
If you can show me a person that has really come to grips with the
reality of their dying, someone who is really centered and at peace
with that, I will show you someone who really understands what it means
to live and what our lives are all about.
Frankly, there are a whole lot of us who never figure it out. We just
age and quit living, we do not conclude because we never really do
fully mature. And it is possible to live this way unfortunately.
So there is some difficult spiritual work coming to grips with dying
that produces some negative emotions. Many or most of our significant
loved ones have died before us, there are physical limitations, and
losses of some former pleasures, all of which directly or indirectly
point to our own dying. There are some profound questions that begin
to come front and center.
People begin to wonder out loud if their living made a difference at
all.
Some older people need to tell different stories about their lives over
and over because they are trying to come to some sense about the
significance of their life as a whole. People begin to reassess their
lives and begin to realize how much time they wasted, poor decisions
that they made, the misplaced values and priorities. And hopefully,
they also begin to get emotionally in touch with what is precious about
living. Emma Ridings used to kiss everyone that came to visit her I
believe before she died. She would hug you a good long hug and hold
your hand the whole time you were there. And she had that wonderful
soft skin that old people have. I hope I grow old like that. What a
simple but profound blessing, a touch, a hug, a kiss. She had a sense
of the precious nature of life.
I love to watch old people when little children come around. They
light up in a marvelous manner because they feel the preciousness of
children. These are two groups that were made for each other.
Children almost instinctively rise to their best behavior and have a
natural curiosity and respect for elderly. And old people with any
sense seem to always have a box of candy stashed somewhere because all
children need a little treat now and again. Part of what happens in
these exchanges is a simple and profound acknowledgment of the precious
character of life itself. Light up at the wonder of childhood.
Preparing to die changes our perspective on life and people who have
been privileged to walk someone else through the transition from living
to dying say with near unanimity what a profound and important and (in
a strange way) a rewarding experience it is. At the very end of life
people often times miss people that meant so much to them that they
look forward to dying to be reunited with them. Often times there are
periods when they get tired and they look forward to dying as a
release. It is not morbid; it is a natural part of their changed
perspective. People often times know that they are about to die even
if they don't give verbal expression to it.
We honor our parents when we let them go through this transition.
Ideally, we should be able to support them emotionally and otherwise as
they make this very important transition. So often, we are not mature
enough ourselves to be of any help. The whole thought of death is
threatening. We have our own control issues and we decide prematurely
what is best for Mom or Dad. Sometimes we are afraid at a very basic
spiritual and emotional level of living without our Mommy and Daddy.
Instead of letting them be in the space of making that transition, we
bring our issues to bear, and needlessly complicate the process or
divert attention away from the transition itself.
Sometimes the reality is that we are uncomfortable or unable to walk
down this journey with them. Instead, we are children to the end,
bringing our problems and our stuff for Mom and Dad to deal with.
Sometimes, the reality is that we just want this to go away. Despite
its inevitability, despite the fact that we are going to go through
this one day too, we don't want to deal with it. And this is an
option but it is too bad because the potential exists in this
relationship for us to really grow and become centered and learn about
the meaning of life. What a great blessing that our parents have to
give us at the end of life if we are able to receive it. Important
honor!
All of our life builds us up to the final reality of ‘letting
go'. And it takes most of us an entire lifetime to work ourselves
up to being able to do it. No one ever said this is easy or
uncomplicated work. It is very hard and this precisely why it is also
so profound. "Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be
long in the land which the Lord your God shall give you." God grant us
the maturity to be of support to them.
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