The Nature of True Humility
By Charles Rush
March 12, 2000
Mark 11: 20-26
colleague called this week to ask what I was preaching on, I told
him 'humility'. There was a long pause. He said, "I hope you're not
planning to speak from personal experience... It could be a very short
sermon."
It calls to mind Ted Turner's self-reflection. He said, "If I only
had humility, I'd be perfect."
And then there is the other form of arrogant pride that enough of
us suffer from, the accident of history that we were born into
outlandish opportunity and assumed that it was somehow reflective of
our virtue. It was recently said of George Bush, "he was born on third
base and he thinks he hit a triple."
We play to people's vanity too, don't we? Particularly when
they are of a certain level of power and status, particularly if we
need them. Eleanor Chaffee once said that "Tact is the ability to
describe others as they see themselves". I know people who are where
they are in the largest part because they are experts at this one
skill.
Pride is the slowly developed vice of those who are gifted enough
or fortunate enough to be able to set the world revolving around them.
In some ways, it is an accidental by-product of our success. It is not
something we aspire to but it is there nevertheless. Too many of us,
at some point in our successful careers, can resonate with Jane
Austen's comment, "I've been a selfish being all my life,
in practice
, though not in principle."
If Pride is the besetting problem, the virtue is true humility. But
what is that? First, let's be clear about what it is not. Humility is
not humiliation. We have that association in English because the root
word is Latin "humus" which means earth, or "humilis" which does mean
humiliation. In it's profoundest sense, humiliation is what the
Brooklyn police officers visited upon Abner Louima.
We have a calendar in the office that notes some less notorious
occasions of humiliation and bonehead ness. On April 2, 1931, in an
exhibition baseball game in Chattanooga, Tennessee a teenage girl
struck out Babe Ruth and Lou Gehrig. On March 9
th
, several years ago, Vice President Al Gore told an interviewer on CNN
"I took the initiative in creating the Internet." This list of
humiliating gaffes is long.
True humility is a central pre-condition for spiritual wholeness.
Aristotle once said that it is the crown of virtue, suggesting that it
also makes the other virtues shine more eloquently. Both observations
are right.
In Book IV, section three, of the
Nicomachean Ethics
, Aristotle says that the humility is the via media between those who
think of themselves inordinately and those who lack self-respect. The
Greek word is saphronsyne. The only English word we have for it is
magnanimous. Sometimes, it gets translated by the phrase
"high-minded."
The point of his excursus on the subject is to suggest that true
humility has an accurate self-appraisal. It implies a certain
confidence. It implies a certain self-acceptance. It implies a
character that is at home with one's self. It is the ability to be
able to state the skills you have to the degree you have them. On the
one hand, you can claim your gifts and you can appreciate the good that
has come from their deployment.
On the other hand, it is a knowledge of your limits. It is not
claiming credit for things you didn't have any effect over. The
original virtue comes from two fields, the military and politics.
Things happen in the middle of battle, unforeseen events and
consequences. "High minded" soldiers accept the accolades of their
peers for heroism in battle. And they also refuse to claim credit for
turns in battle that just happened on their watch.
It is obvious why pride is such a constant temptation in these two
arenas, since success depends on defeating an enemy or an opponent and
reputation has so much to do with being perceived as a winner, a leader
in victory.
I once heard a famous psychologist lecture at Columbia on Male
Identity and Leadership. After the lecture, in a casual setting, I
remarked that the sin of Pride was extensively developed in the history
of Christian theology, particularly in the West and asked for their
comment. They explained that it was because Christianity pretty
quickly became the religion of the Empire and men in power need to hear
a lot about claiming more credit than they deserve and using others in
the pursuit of their goals.
I asked why that was, psychologically. They responded "short
version or long?" I said, "short version."
"Because evolution has pre-programmed men to have sex with most
anything they can hold still and to view everything else as something
to kill."
I responded, "I here you saying that conquest has brought it's own
set of issues."
"Yes."
I mention that because issues around conquest are always in the
background in the Bible as well. Pride or Vanity is lifted up in a
particular way in the Old Testament. It presumes that it is addressing
the Macho excess of military/political leaders in their day, who act in
such a way as to put themselves on the throne in tyrannical manner,
manipulating not only the economy but also religion to buttress and
extend their own power. It is addressed to men in power.
Humility, in that context, is a proper recognition of your
creaturely limits. It is learning to give thanks to God for the many
blessings that have put you in this position of leadership that have
nothing to do with yourself, and it is learning to use your position to
extend the welfare of everyone around you towards a just peace, and not
simply nakedly manipulate the system for self-gratification. It
usually comes with a reminder that the reins of power are assumed only
briefly in the broad scope of history. It usually comes with the
observation that you tend to be taken down the same way you ascended.
It usually comes with a prediction that you will be held accountable by
God, ultimately for your actions, so don't make light of your
responsibility to create prosperity for all.
These admonitions have their place. But, they obviously have their
limits. The presume that your self-esteem is intact. They see the
primary issue as over-confidence and misuse of power. The danger is
the injustice that results from arrogance- whether that is a
temper-tantrum that squashes the little people (in the process),
indifference to the plight of the have nots, or an ego that is only
alive when it is crushing something else.
But there is another side to humility. It is properly claiming
your gifts. This may be more important in this regard. There are a
whole lot more of us out there who are fearful, who lack the
self-confidence to achieve our potential, who live with a nagging
self-doubt.
One of the most profound themes in the teaching of Jesus is that we
are all children of God. He preached that to a bunch of people who
found it hard to believe. Why? They were mainly women, mainly
peasants without power, mainly people who were sick, some who were
slaves, some who were viewed as hopelessly compromised with the Roman
authorities. None of them had good self-image; probably most were
underachievers as a result. The message of the gospel, as it came to
them was one of empowerment, taking themselves seriously, claiming
their dignity and their rights. And that is important too.
There is a particular poignant sadness to people who are damaged
with low self-esteem. I was talking with a teacher recently about this
phenomenon, as it relates to women of a certain age. In class, the
teacher said that sometimes the women would say that they couldn't
master the skill that the teacher was trying to get them to accomplish.
The teacher used encouragement, praise. It was obvious that the women
had plenty of native talent but it was like there was something inside
of them that was telling them that it was just beyond them. It is so
sad at moments like this to hear someone who is frustrated just give
up, "I can't". There is so much spiritual/emotional stuff packed into
that curt summary. Who knows where this negative self-image comes
from... our culture? Our families? Our spouses? Somehow too many
women, no matter how accomplished they are, how talented they are, just
don't believe in themselves at the end of the day. They are afraid to
be all that they can be.
I like to think things are changing on that front but I'm not
sure. At least there are small victories. I knew we had turned a
corner several years ago in our family, thanks in no small part to the
quiet persistence of my wife. One of my daughters gave some evidence
of a positive self-image as a woman when she was a toddler. Small but
important victory. She had just returned from a visit to the park,
where she had been birding with Mom. They saw some ducks. She said to
me, "the one's with the brown heads were the females and the ones with
the green heads were the other kind- the unfemales." Female is the
norm. I am the norm. You go girl.
It is important to feel like you are the norm for healthy
self-esteem. One of my colleagues, an African-American Minister in the
area told me that one of the first things he did when he moved here was
to go to the police station and introduce himself to the Cops. He
wanted them to see him and his car for future reference. When he told
me that story, I thought "it would never occur to me in a million years
to go introduce myself to the Cops but then I've never had that
experience of driving home from a party late at night and being pulled
over and treated like a criminal before I ever open my mouth." Low
self-esteem is corrosive. If you feel less than, not quite up to, not
quite as good as, not deserving... it is oppressive, mangling of the
human spirit.
It is an important word to hear that you are a child of God. That
image has inspired people for centuries to take themselves seriously.
It inspired our rag-tag colonists to challenge the power of the British
Empire, to leave behind a centuries old tradition of feudalism and
aristocracy in order that they might form a more perfect union. It
inspired them to pen what is perhaps the most profound line in
all-political history "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that
all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with
certain unalienable rights, that among these are life, liberty, and the
pursuit of happiness." When the power of that one line was
internalized, so many people have said, "We are endowed too"- women,
former slaves, religious minorities, gays and lesbians, the list is
long and it will grow in the next century.
Bill Coffin was fond of saying that our job as Christians is to
afflict the comfortable and give comfort to the afflicted. We might
paraphrase him, to say, we are to humble the powerful and empower to
the humiliated.
Jesus taught us that we should see ourselves in light of the Divine
Spirit, which animates and inspires us. He taught us to orient our
lives as citizens of the Kingdom of God. He encouraged us to become
conduits, letting the Spirit of God flow through us to other people.
What does that look like? On one level, it looks like Jesus in this
sense. Theologians say that the will of Jesus was one with the will of
God. Jesus, you might say, was perfectly in tune with the Divine
Spirit. He radiated or manifested God's Spirit- in his teaching, in
his actions of compassion and healing, even in the midst of suffering
and death.
So in Christian piety, when people are on the advanced end of
spiritual wholeness, you hear people talk about how they become
transparent. Thomas Merton, the contemplative Monk, who has written so
much on this subject, once said, "The humble man receives praise the
way a clean window takes the light of the sun. The truer and more
intense the light, the less you see of the glass." On the advanced
spiritual plane, people just manifest qualities of peace, love, mercy,
understanding, compassion, courage in suffering. They are full of
grace, meaning that they recognize that they neither generate these
values, nor are they entirely responsible for them, but that God has
manifested these values in and through them.
What about our every day lives, living as we do, in a world full of
compromise and secularity? What does humility look like there? Quite
obviously, we are surrounded by people as full of ego. In many
professions, it seems to be part of the job description: Professional
athletes, Clothes Designers, Surgeons. It is just built-in to the
power brokering that infuses the whole culture of Banking and financial
services. No question, we all know, work with, work for small men with
big jobs.
But I have also had the privilege of meeting some people, and you
have too, that are truly accomplished in their fields, have made an
enormous contribution and gained considerable reputation and have been
rewarded to boot. And they have this feeling, when you ask them about
it without the cameras and the lights going, when they actually talk
about their lives, they have this feeling that whatever greatness they
have comes from outside of them. John Ruskin once said, "The test of a
truly great man or woman is their humility. I do not mean by humility,
doubt of their own power. But really great people have a curious
feeling that the greatness is not in them, but through them. And they
see something divine in every other person and are endlessly,
foolishly, incredibly merciful."
The very best leaders in our world, no matter where they happen to
be serving, are not successful because they imprint their will on those
beneath them. They are great because they inspire people around them
to actualize their resident potential. They empower those around them
with a vision of the Common Good that makes people want to work
together. They keep the focus on what everyone is accomplishing
together and bring various talents and energies together in such a way
that people in the team bring out the best in one another.
The focus is not on themselves because their focus is not on
themselves. You want to be around them because of the spirit they
bring out in you, the quality person that you become in association
with them. Henry Kaiser said, "when your work speaks for itself, don't
interrupt." Surely, he was thinking of small, vain egos. But on
another level, that is also the type of person we want to become, a
person whose work simply speaks for itself, whose life simply speaks
for itself.
Brothers and sisters, take yourself as seriously as God takes you
and live out of that greatness.
Amen.
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