The Power of Blessing
By Charles Rush
September 10, 2006
Mk: 1: 9-11
t me say how good it is to see you back after the summer vacation. There is always a bit of anticipation and joy at being back together again, for adults and also for kids as well. My goddaughter Grace, aged 3 and change, was in church last weekend after being away for a while. She was sitting with her father when she leaned over to him and said, "Dad, look at the candles"… Her father looked up, saw the altar candles, and said "Yes, honey, what about them?" Grace said "Dad, if there are candles, then there's cake."
And it is true that when we gather together, there is cake.
Frankly, it is even more than that. Jesus said that when the Spirit is moving
among us, we give each other the bread of Life. And that is what I wish for you
this week as we gather that you will be fed with the Bread of Life.
My oldest Son got married a couple weeks ago at his Uncle's
Camp in the mountains of North Carolina. In the middle of the wedding ceremony, the Minister did an unusual
thing. He had the couple turn and look at the congregation as he reminded them
that all of these people loved them. It was really too much because when you
take that in for a minute, most of us just become overwhelmed with emotion. But
spiritually, I think that is a really substantive thing to do once in a while,
to reflect on what actually girds you up and supports you.
Two days later, I was standing at the camp alone. I was
packing away the last of the votive candles, boxing up the last of the table
cloths and twinkle lights. Camp was over, the entire staff had gone, the
wedding was over, every guest was gone, and I was all alone. There is something
very sad about the end of camp, about the end of the summer, about the party
being over. I stood there in the peace of the afternoon and I was just washed
in tears at the sadness of it all. This happens to me every so often now
because of my age. Albert Camus used to call these moments 'petite morts' –
small deaths. Once you get passed a certain age, these moments of 'goodbye'
open up an existential door to the great 'goodbye' of death that we all must
face. Unconsciously, we have to ready ourselves for it, to imagine for just a
moment what it would be like to pack up for the last time, to say 'goodbye' to
all of our family and our friends. I found myself almost saying out loud,
"I don't want to go."
Later that day, as I was riding my bike up the mountains, I
kept seeing flashes of different people that I had known in my life that were
meaningful, interesting, all members of my spiritual family. They just kept
appearing like my soul wanted me to check in with them because they had been a
blessing to me and they would certainly be on the list of people I would want
to say 'goodbye' to if I had to say 'goodbye' for good. A number of you came to
mind, not surprisingly.
We are truly surrounded by a web of inner-related love. It
is important to keep this before us and to bless those around us as a tangible
expression of gratitude. It helps us to remember which direction we should all
be pointed.
There is a spiritual gravitas to this that we need to draw upon
collectively. The author Elizabeth Gilbert was going through a bad divorce that
seemed like it just wouldn't end. Her husband had the final papers but wouldn't
sign them and after rounds of vengeance, lots of reflection and sadness, she
just wanted it over.[i]
It was one of those unreasonable divorces that finally had a settlement and
then her husband just let the papers sit, week after week, which turned into
months. She would call her lawyer. No movement. Call again. Nothing.
She was like a lot of us in that she didn't think this
particular problem was important enough to bother the Almighty because there is
so much serious suffering in the world that this is just picayune. She was
sharing this with a friend of hers from Beirut, Lebanon when they were driving
across the country together, since her friend had lived through bombing, Civil
War and occupation. Her friend looked back at her quizzically, "where did
you get that stupid idea? Where did you get the idea you aren't allowed to
petition the universe with prayer? You are part of the universe, Liz. You're a
constituent – you have every entitlement to participate in the actions of the
universe and to let your feelings be known. So put your opinion out there. Make
your case. Believe me – it will at least be taken into consideration…"[1]
Together they decided to write a letter. And this is what she said.
Dear God,
Please
intervene and help end this divorce. My husband and I have failed at our
marriage and now we are failing at our divorce. This poisonous process is
brining suffering to us and to everyone who cares about us.
I
recognize that you are busy with wars and tragedies and much larger conflicts
that the on-going dispute of one dysfunctional couple. But it is my
understanding that the health of the planet is affected by the health of every
individual on it. As long as even two souls are locked in conflict, the whole
world is contaminated by this… that we may be healed.
I thank you
for your kind consideration.
Respectfully,
Elizabeth
Gilbert.
Her friend says to her, "Now can you think of two
people that would sign that letter with you?"
"My mother and my sister would… and my father would
too", Elizabeth said.
"Good… have them sign it… Can
you think of one other person?"
"Yes, my neighbor in New York"
"Good… have them sign it…
Think of one more person." This went on and on as
she named a large number of people. After a while people that she didn't even
know directly were signing her letter to God. Oprah Winfrey signed it.
President Clinton signed it. St. Francis of Assisi signed it. Gandhi signed it. Bono signed it. Muhammad Ali signed it… even the Dali
Lama signed it. And she realized what a great teeming crowd of support she
actually had all around her, this great Cloud of Witness' as the author of
Hebrews puts it so wonderfully. These were all her balcony people and she was
enlisting their power and support.
They are driving across Kansas and she lays her head down and starts to drift off.
Every once in a while she would call out another name and then she finally fell
asleep. She is holding her cell phone in her hand and she feels it vibrate. She
answers the phone groggy. It is her lawyer calling her. He says to her, "I
just wanted to call because I thought you might like to know that your husband
just signed the papers."
Now I don't have to tell you that things don't always wrap
themselves up so neatly with a bow on the box. That is not the point. But neither
should we overlook the obvious that collectively there is a tremendous
spiritual power when we pray together in a direction. And about some things, we
are always free to pray: for reconciliation, for integrity, for the right thing
to be done, for grace, for healing, for an end to violence, for spiritual
depth. When we bless those around us, we are open ourselves as spiritual
conduits and we enlist them in God's goodness. And this is the point, that we
need to draw upon our Cloud of Witnesses to keep us pointed in the right
direction and we need to encourage one another to do the same.
Because prayer and blessing are most important precisely
when we don't really know what is going on and our lives are full of ambiguity
and it may not work out all right.
I finally watched 'Flight 93' this week after putting it off
for a month. Like many of you, I am astonished at the depth of rage that I
still have about all of that. It comes back instantly. One of the things that
the movie reminds you powerfully is the unknowing that took place on that day.
We saw what was happening. There was some speculation but mostly there was this
gulf of uncertainty and no one was quite sure what to do.
The passengers on that flight were stymied because one of
the hijackers was wired with explosives or what appeared to be explosives.
Their instinctive response was to acquiesce and try to negotiate, following the
well worn script of hijackings from the past 40 years. One by one as they
called their loved ones on cell phones furtively, they got some pieces of
information that there was something wider happening. They heard about the
Towers but their spouses obviously were more interested in making a profound
emotional connection than they were dispensing information. And they had to
hang up mid-sentence often dealing with the hijackers who were killing
offenders.
One guy calls Verizon, I believe, to report the hijacking to
someone in authority and the poor woman on the other end is frantically
flipping through a Crisis manual trying to locate Airplane hijacking. Of
course, there is no procedure for dealing with a novel situation and all she
could do was give them as much information as she had
which wasn't very much. There came a point where a group of them decided they
had to act but they had no idea if this was the wise thing to do, as
collectively they had a grave sense of responsibility for each other.
The guy on the phone with Verizon asks the lady on the other
end if they should rush the cockpit. She can't answer that question for him.
And she asks him back if there is anything she can do… He stops for a moment
and says, "Yeah… will you pray with me".
She is disoriented. "Pray?" she says.
"Yeah", he says, "pray with me." What do you pray? She
fumbles for a minute and says, "Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be
thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give
us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those
who trespass against us. Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil,
for thine is the Kingdom and the power and the glory
forever."
It came back to her when she needed it in a crisis. And it
fit poignantly in the moment. Prayer is most powerful precisely when we don't
know what to do but we have to do something, precisely when things are the
least clear.
I hope you never have to go through something that dramatic
or conflictual. But life being what it is, you know that you are going to get to some very tough
places that are rife with ambiguity and no clear path forward. I want you to be
able to pray in that situation because you are used to praying for other
people. You already live a life of blessing those around you. You have
something to fall back on.
As we begin the school year again, most of us are thinking
about what we are going to do this year that is different. I just want to
remind you to deploy the obvious, your Spiritual power to bless your family,
your friends, your community. Let those people around
you know that you care about them enough to keep them pointed in the right
direction. Amen.
As we close today, it seems fitting to me that we ought to
say a blessing to start this year for those that lead us in worship week in and
week out, the choir and our deacons. With some regularity, I think to myself
that even if the sermon was so so at least we
worshipped in song. And there are some things that are better sung than said.
So I would ask if the choir would just stand up and hold hands and if the
deacons that are here would come to the front of the church.
Gracious God, for Your Spirit to fill us we pray, that Your
song might fill our hearts, for a spirit of joy, for grace and graciousness,
for depth of character, for compassion, for community that complements our
difference, for Your love that binds everything together in harmony, for your
presence through us to those around us, for sensitivity to the woes that others
must bear, for strength and courage, that peace might take root in our hearts,
for the edification of each other, that we might grow to become Your Spiritual
family. Amen.
[1]
Ibid. p. 32
[i]
This comes from her book "Eat, Pray, Love –
One Woman's Search for Everything across Italy,
India, and Indonesia"
(New York: Viking, 2006) see pp.
30ff. Thanks to my colleague Julie Yarborough for pointing this book out to me.
© 2006
Charles Rush.
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